I'm sitting here waiting to go to my friend Turtle's show. I have never heard his band, and I have to admit I'm just feeling a little awkward going, the people there are a huge part of my past, my gothic wannabe days. And I'm listening to Ben Folds "Rockin The Suburbs", talk about total opposites! Either way, I'm looking forward to seeing them, though I'm sitting here trying to figure out what I can wear that's at least somewhat dark. hehehe
Look at these beautiful sunflowers! Just thought I'd share them. They are so bright and beautiful.
So today has been a day of reflection. Why is it that usually Sundays are the days to think about where you're life is going? I don't know about you, but I find that I think a lot about life on Sundays. Maybe it's because I spend my morning at church, focusing on God, and then when I leave He finally hits me with all the stuff that I should have been thinking about all week long! As funny as that sounds now, it's not always the most comfortable process. Today has been a very uncomfortable process. Remember that guilt I talked about a few entries back? Well that guilt hit full force today. I feel fine now, but there are few things that I'm gonna need to change about my life in the coming weeks and I'm not quite sure that I even want to! I think that's the worst part. I don't want to change.
posted by Charity at 5/18/2003 06:45:00 PM 
