I'm on my lunch break. For some reason today I'm
*REALLY* tired! I've even debated on going out to my car for a nap until my lunch break is over. I've gotten back on track as far as the morning gym schedule is concerned. Lately though I've been pretty tough on myself. I'm feeling rather discouraged about my weight gain. I'm doing something about it so that's good and I should feel good about it, but I still look in the mirror and don't like what I see. The realization that it took me a year to get this way means it's going to take me twice as long to lose it makes me feel like it's unattainable. But I know that is not the truth. I like being disciplined and getting myself out of bed at 4:30 in the morning. A little over a year ago no one would have believed that I was capable of it! :) I am I night person naturally but have become a morning person by choice. I was missing too much out of life staying up late and sleeping in late. This week my sister has started coming to the gym with me in the mornings, so that's been nice to have the company, though she likes to talk and I like to focus.
Well I gotta go.
posted by Charity at 6/08/2004 12:46:00 PM 
